Singer Sardar Ortach joined the "Catharsis" program hosted by Gokhan Chinar on YouTube.
"I'm very tired, but I'm accepted," said Ortach, who has been ill for a long time, Gadin.Net reports.
The singer said that his experience made him a tough man:
"I have no morale, it's gone. I can't laugh at what people are laughing at. I can't cry at what everyone is crying about. When my father died, I cried when a ship caught fire on the shore, and so on. I reacted strongly. Not now. "
Sardar did not hide that his biggest regret was gambling. "I will never be in love again. My feelings are zero ... I can't infect anyone with my unhappiness and take his breath away. I've never been happy. Even on my happiest day, I had a sadness inside," he added.